No one could tell me what to say or do...I was in charge of my life at last! I knew everything and more. I didnt need anything from anyone, epsecially this so call religion, 'Jesus Christ' that people tried to throw on me! I could do all and more and needed no support or direction from anyone. I said what I said...didnt care. Can my damaging words really destroy someone? Good because that's what I wanted by the end of the day. I wanted everything I did and say to destroy those that hurt me. I needed to keep going doing whatever so I would forget about the hurt. I drank and drove recklessly and supposely enjoyed the so call 'night life' Until one day I woke up and realize the only person I really needed was, 'Jesus Christ'! YES, the woman in the mirror was the one I was running from because she couldnt face the hurts and rejection that she had recieved. I definitely learned I had no self respect for myself and needed a 'renewal of life' desperately. Well its been almost 23 years since this time in my life and I must declare that God is soooo good and has seen me through all and more and HE has and will always be there for me! Try writing how much you hate and despise and you will realize how much all these 'seesaw' of emotions will point straight back to the man/woman in the mirror.
God Bless and Believe ~Liz
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those words ring so true, I notice that in myself, when I hate something or someone irks me, it is usually because they have a trait that I myself possess (sp)
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